This is actually the song title of a song, I had never heard it before my boyfriend played it for me. At the time I only half way listened to it (I have a tad bit of a problem of sometimes not completely paying attention but I am working on it) but he put the song on my ipod playlist for me to listen to while I was in Germany. On the plane over here I listened to the song (actually listened) and it made me realize maybe how crazy the idea that I was going away for 3 months and I wouldn't see him the entire time was. The first week I listened to that song over and over again before I went to bed since it was hard not being able to call him to say goodnight. Now you might be thinking that I should get over myself and enjoy the time and opportunities that I am given, and I am but it more just hit me again as I was letting my Ipod shuffle and the song came on. I feel I am a fairly independent person going out on limbs and taking chances but I have realized just how much stronger I am when I have my boyfriend there cheering me on, just like he did when this opportunity came up with me going to Germany.
We are both at crossroads currently trying to decide what our next more will be if he gets accepted into the Air Force Officer School and what I want to do with my life. There has been a lot of thinking about what the right choice will be when the time comes to make it. (Side note I have to spend a long time thinking about my decisions so I start way in advance) No matter what happens though I know that I will always have my best friend and as I go to bed I say goodnight moon and know that you are thinking it too.
Have a wonderful day
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